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sunstoneleo

Love is hope....
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Holy crap my life has changed! I hate to talk about my issues, but this is a journal entry so I don't really care. I lived with Bipolar for a very long time, but now, that has changed. Recently, I had a two week stay in the hospital, and for those of you that know me, this will come as a surprise. I am no longer on medication, and now I have PSTD and Borderline Personality Disorder instead of Bipolar. With this being said, I feel like a new person. I have found the confidence that I have been looking for my entire life, and it is wonderful. I am planning on eventually writing a biography, but I want to finish college first. One more thing before I go: "Do or die, You'll never make me, Because the world, Will never take my heart, Go and try, You'll never break me, We want it all, We wanna play this part!" -My Chemical Romance. In my own words, don't let anyone ever, ever take you or anything you do for granted!
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In life, we make mistakes. I, myself, have made many of them. Most, of which I will remember for the rest of my life, but that’s not all of what life is about. Life is about hope, caring, joy, and laughter. There are times when one may feel sad or angry. Those are the times when we need to look inside ourselves and say, “Why am I feeling this way”. You may not know the answer to that, but at least you tried. Some of us try more than others, and that’s where we can get ourselves into trouble.

        I recently started therapy because I realized there was something in my life I needed to change. I will change my life around, no matter how hard it is, I will do it! I also want to change this earth, but when and how this will happen, is unknown. I believe it will happen, I can almost say it’s a fact. I don’t know why I feel this way, I just do. I think I was put here for a reason, but I don’t know what, yet. Maybe it’s to help people? Maybe it’s to give hope to people who need it? Maybe it’s to help change the world?

        I know on my profile, I say I care about everyone. That is because I do, I don’t say it because I want to, I truly feel this way. I care about the earth, I care about animal, I care about people, and I care about every living thing on this earth! I don’t know why, I just do.

     I know you probably think I am crazy by now, or maybe you are one of the people that don’t. If you don’t, then bravo! You are on your way to change. If you do, then that’s fine too, because I don’t hate you. I may have said I do at one point in time, to a few select people, you know who you are, but I will NEVER mean it!

        I guess my point is this, by caring about everyone around you, we can change this earth. What would it be like to live in a world without crime, hate, or greed? No one knows, but I want tol stay here to find out. This world WILL change! If you don’t think so, take a look around you. What do you think would have happened if I said the word witchcraft 10, 50, or 100 years ago? I would be either glared at, hit, or maybe even killed.

         Things will change, you just have to hope for it, and have faith. Have faith in the human population. We can make this work. I would like to live in a world without fear, hate, and sadness. That, is my dream.

Thank you, for listening,
sunstoneleo
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Ugh...

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People are (insert insult here)! Apparently my photography isn't good enough for people. Well, you'll see. Soon enough! That's all. If you have a problem with me, then too bad. I am still here, as I will be for a very long time. That's all. Oh, and I am excited for Anime Detour! I got red contacts, and a blue and green one for Yuna. This is going to kick so much butt!
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I am pretty much in hibernation mode as far as photography goes, at least until ANIME DETOUR!! Ok, I got a little excited there. I am planning on attempting to go back to school for photography in the spring, which is pretty far from now. I love my new camera, but it's been pretty hard to take pictures of my self in copslay. I try, still waiting for ANIME DETOUR!
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So I did it. I got myself a GREAT camera! I now have a Canon EOS Rebel T2i! I am so excited! New pictures coming to a DA near you! (Ok, that was lame)
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